My lack-of-phone problem

Hello Discord, just checking in on whether I can get back in or not. I have been attempting to look up what is a proxy, but I assume it is illegal (might explain my issue). If I did get flagged, I am hoping that it only lasts less than a week because I got nearly 100 pings from folks who miss me. Could you let some users - like a Minecraft player named Storm Cloud or a user named Loona 2.0 - know that I got a Discord-access issue? I do not want them thinking that I abandoned them.
Plus, I enjoy being like a pen-pal for Discord