Nitro

Can someone give me nitro. I cannot get nitro the I have done so joined so much giveaway server. But I can't win a nitro. I cannot afford one because I don't have money to buy that nitro I try to win but fail. One time I have join one giveaway and I won but the server owner didn't gave me nitro. The server had done fake giveaways there are so many fake giveaway server than real giveaway server. The word have so much bad people only some are good. I have won so many giveaway of nitro but all the server that I have join did fake giveaway's. The world is so bad. I want to die and leave in peace no sound. Can someone give me nitro please. I know no one will give me. The world is so bad.